Tomorrow ... I am having the surgery. I am not happy about this. Mainly I'm not happy about the anesthesia part - I really hate consciousness-altering drugs. I know most people would probably tell me that I'd definitely much rather be asleep than awake during this procedure, but I don't know. It's not like I'm in any pain. I'm not entirely sure the procedure is going to cause me any pain either. So why go through the trouble of the very troubling anesthesia part? And guess what? It has to be administered intravenously. Fabulous.
And I have all day to think about this. I really should find something else to focus on. I really should.